gotong royong blok c 

dikir fikir ku

hey blog

rite now im still here.in front of my old pc. hehe need to buy a new one maybe.suda sampai seru!
suddenly i terfikir while im scanning my new pictures. kenapa hidup manusia itu perlu photo album. hmm.. typically photo album adalah utk menyimpan gambar2 yg telah dicuci. tp kenapa perlu ade album? utk kenang kenangan? our memory tak cukup besar ram nye utk simpan semua memories? what about kalo kita kat zaman dulu. tiada kamera.apatah lagi handycam. cam ne nak simpan memories? atau sekadar bila ade memory yg baru, memory lama secara automatic akan terhapus? itu yg dirisaukan. what if kalo satu hari i woke up and i dun remember anything about this whole life. kesian kan? nape ada org kadang2 koyak gambar, buang, bakar. tu ke cara utk delete memory? as simple as dat? or ini membantu?

its holiday

yuuhuuu!!
happy holiday to me
even just for a week. haha i dont give a damn
hidup mesti enjoy!

Menanti Sebuah Jawaban - Padi

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
Seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
Aku tak terpagut oleh cintamu
Menelusup hariku dengan harapan
Namun kau masih terdiam membisu

Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
Mendekap penuh harapan tuk mencintaimu
Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu

Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
Semoga kau tau isi hatiku
Dan seiring waktu yg terus berputar
Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu

el's day

whoaaa suda 2 weeks tak balik umah tercinta
arini btol2 lepas rindu pd umah. kebetulan all lecturers got meeting so i went home at 9am!
for these two weeks naz blaja main tennis! yes tennis. it was great and i really enjoyed it
even at the beginning it was so difficult to me to differenciate between tennis and badminton
i bought a tennis raket for RM125 and practise dekat tembok dulu. pastu ade la seskit main ngan org yg tere2. but almost my time habiskan dgn cara2 pukul bola and pegang raket
but sadly last wednesday, tgh syok main tennis dgn anak lecturer, tangan terseliuh
my wrist bengkak.i thought cam saket biasa2.then i asked one of my fren urut kan my tangan.
then later my hand became more pain and pain. my mom asked me to refer it kat clinic. then doc tu gelak2 bile naz ckp naz blaja main tennis huhuhuh actually naz pun nak gelak at that time.
she asked me to rehatkan tangan kanan for one week.otherwise i cant even play tennis if tak dgr nasihat dia. rite now im using a bandage bagi tak terseliuh lg. one week rest? huwaaaaa

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gelap itu kadangkala lebih menyenangkan dari berada dalam terang
kenangan dulu kadangkala lebih menyentuh perasaan dari hari ini
sedih itu kadangkala akan diundang selepas bergembira
just REMEMBER the things that made u glad and try to FORGET the things that made u sad

rythm of life

semester break dah nak sampai penghujung. thats mean i have to pack all my stuffs again utk balik ke seri iskandar. my registration will be on 8 july. pheww!! awal nye abes cuti. nak kata cuti 3 bulan kali ni best, tak la best sangat pun. coz ada short course kan? hehe pastu yg paling best pun cam biasa la jumpa kawan2. makan,tido,tgk wayang,jalan2. routine idop saya!
mesti ke balik uitm huwaaaa. tanak nye idop disana. dah la got 2 papers yg kene repeat. lg la segan nak jumpe rakan2 kat sana.
but cam bese la. new semester, new life, new me!

majlis tertinggi 

congratulations

hey blog

today i woke up in the morning but not really morning. i feel great!
last nite was awesome! Mahadians Nite berlangsung dgn lancar even kadang2 kelam kabut nak handle kanak2 yang dah 20tahun ni wahahaha. very proud and happy

hari ini dalam sejarah

wish me luck!!
im going to have fun tomorrow nite.

hate and trust

today, i mean tonite. saya sgt marah dgn someone yg bole dikatakan a good fren of mine
ni la beza nye bile bekerjasama dgn strangers dgn bekerjasama dgn org yg kite kenal
ni la beza nye bile sumone tatau bezakan mana satu series mana satu tidak
our dinner lagi seminggu je. and last minute she told alan yg the projector tak dpt dipinjam.
she never talk to me about this. until i knew it from alan 2 hours ago! sedangkan dia bagi tau alan around kul 2pm. waaaaa!!! i hate being like this. bile terasa nak marah pd sumone but u kene pk perasaan dia sbb dia kawan kite. and i as a fren btol2 trust her. at least bertanggung jawab la sket. kasi tau dr siang td. what did she expect from us? settle kan sendiri?
kalo la bole rasa nak maki je dia. tp kawan. tatau la cam ne nak tgk muke dia esok pagi. rasa cam tanak pandang je muke dia.

semua tentang kita

Waktu terasa semakin berlalu
Tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
Akan tiada lagi kini tawamu
Tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa

Teringat disaat kita tertawa bersama
Ceritakan semua tentang kita

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa

Semua Tentang Kita - Peterpan

Mahadians Update

just went back from a meeting. meeting or supper? wahaha dunno la. actually discussing bout our reunion la. not settle lagi. setengah gile cari sponsor. mana la nak cekau duit. guess what? im gonna give a speech wahaha. apakah yang akan i ucapkan di atas pentas? haiya! then we bincang apa activities can we do. lucky bastard again? wahaha or another yam seng!! haha karaoke? since my voice boleh 'menyumbangkan' pada a song i'll try wahahaha. ye ke?

ramai jugak kawan yang join supper. meh i list kan their names. almost sume pun dah kenal dari skolah rendah. macam2 yang dikenangkan balik. seronok bile ingat.
alan,sarip,rashid,karnain,adik,zal,karvinn,karvinn's gf,justin,edwin, siew pink(edwin's), dominic, dominic's,choi(mk land foortball player),his another gf(kononnye la)
mana things kite borak. so seronok la skola. hahaha.

i reall hoping the reuinion will be held and semua enjoy

Happy Birthday to our Agong

majlis tertinggi

hey blog

just went home from a meeting utk the reunion and had decided to build 3 main biro for the majlis tertinggi. Activities, Marketing, Foods are the main biro yang sudah dicipta dan diketuai oleh Zarita, Nadia and Azlan. they have to chose other people untuk membantu mereka.
sume akan dimulakan esok. maybe kalo perlu jadi sebagai kerahan tenaga pun kene juge. but actually the problem is this is not formal reunion under our school. this is individual. actually we all are searching for sponsors from other people who interested. it can be in cash, hamper or etc
but mmg susah gile nak cari sponsor. tambah tambah kitorang individual =( susah nye...

welcome home

hey blog.

sudah dua hari naz balik dari a holiday with family.
went to kelantan. actually bukan my 1st time kat sana. dah banyak kali
bese la mom always luvs kelantan. rantau panjang la, pasar siti khadijah la. dunno la
thanks anyway to yan and pa'an coz memberi kata semangat
bukan tiada org memberi kata semangat cuma kadang2 kite mahu lebih untuk feel good
i still remember my mom ade terlepas cakap di kelantan bout me.
'adik, baru mak paham nape dulu ko kene buat rayuan baru bole masuk uitm'
then i tanye la balik 'why'
then she replied 'agaknye sebab mmg ko tak layak kot'
betapa keciknya hati i at that time, hanya Tuhan je tahu. naz pujuk diri sendiri
naz cakap pada diri sendiri.if i dun deserved awal2 lagi dah dismiss.
at the same time she kept comparing me with Nadia and Nolie.
whats up with dat? nadia is my childhood fren, and nolie is my bestest fren in uitm
apa sebenarnya my mom trying to do? membakar semangat atau sekadar batu api?
i hate when my mom comparing me with my frens. yeah i did i got banyak kawan
tapi naz tak ramai kawan baik. naz tak ramai kawan rapat. apa yang ada, tu la aje
sangat sedey and sangat regret dan sangat tensen.
sampai bila naz kena buat bodo tanpa membela diri sendiri?

burning inside

this is my bad day i guess.apa yang naz takutkan sudah terjadi
my result wasnt ok. its really bad and turn me down
i got 2 papers yg kene repeat balik. my account paper and eco paper
this is suck! tatau nak komen apa bout my result coz i also terkejut
but bende dah jadi takkan leh undone kan?
but the most important my dad called just now
he told me i got 2 summons (again!) at Tapah and Slim River
polis tu kata 2 saman for RM450. waaaa nyusahkan mak abah lagik.
dunno nak komen apa jugak. but this case i rase nak nanges sbb
melibatkan org lain. i tatau nak explain bout my result and summon cam ne
im fucking mad at myself.
its burning inside and nobody knows

update nye saye!!

hey blog

waaa such a tired day la
dah beberapa hari asyik sibuk with the reunion
punya la nak benda ni jadi sampai mengalahkan menteri
currently around 40 person dah confirm nak join
harap2 menjadi la apa yang kitorang rancang ni
bukan senang nak jumpe kawan kawan lama
but bese la bila ade benda baru mesti ade yang tak puas ati
and ia dtg dr kawan2 sendiri juga rupenye.ni la manusia.
tahu memberi komen yg tak membina dan hanya terus komen
well i really2 hope this reunion menjadi sbb ini bukan sekadar cakap kosong
so far, ia mendapat sambutan yang menggalakkan.40 org ni pun separuh gile
susah kalo dah lost contact.masing2 byk tuka no hp. haiya!!
Mahadians Reunion LOL!

*brown eyes*

Remember the first day when I saw your face
remember the first day when you smiled at me
you stepped to me and you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about

remember the first day when you called my house
remember the first day when you took me ou
twe had butterflies although we tried to hide
and we both had a beautiful night

The way we held each others hand
the way we talked the way we laughed
it felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you know that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love

I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

Remember the first day, the first day we kissed
remember the first day we had an argument
we apologized and then we compromised and we haven't argued since
remember the first day we stopped playing games
remember the first day you fell in love with meit
felt so good for you to say those words
cause I felt the same way too

The way we held each others hand
the way we talked the way we laughed
it felt so good to fall in love
and I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you know that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love

I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

i'm so happy so happy that you're in my life
and baby now that you're a part of me
you showed me
showed me the meaning of true love
and i know he loves me

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you know that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love

I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

He looks at me and his brown eyes tell his soul

destiny's child

destiny

dear blog

today was my bay day ever!
things happen and happen
till i cant handle it by myself
ive been wondering, whats goin on actually?
i woke up late this morning so im late for my class
i cant get my work done coz stuck in the middle of it
my mom scolded me without checking
i had been fined by Majlis Bandaraya Shah Alam
coz i went to cyber cafe for 5 minutes to print my mom's work
i went home and realize i forgot to bring keys.
i decided to go to my dad's office to take his keys
but i realized my car dun have enough petrol becoz its already E!
i just got RM2 at the moment so?
i called my dad and he asked me why am i crying so bad
after 1/2 hour he arrived and give me some money to pay up this summon i thought its over but im wrong.i had big fight with my brother actually its a small matter. but yeah it was my fault
and he hit me. i felt so hurt in deep inside my heart.nobody hurt me b4 this
my fault again.bcoz of my words he became angry.
lastly he told me.he never ment to hit me.im his sister.
and he told me. he dun want this thing happen again.
my question is. what happen to me? am i a trouble maker for my family?
i already give up.

mahadians reunion

hey ya blog

actually td hanta my assignment.dah siap dgn jaya nye. lol
td start new topic. new prob haha

i will handle raja mahadi's reunion for my batch
im the director? can u believe that?
happy+excited+worried <<----currently feelings
can i handle the function?
naz dpt rasa if ramai yg coorperate, mesti function jd best!
harap dpt sambutan ramai la kan?
hehehe